Maybe I choose to write today because my anger is heavily pounding through my chest. Oh, well, that was rather poetic but can only describe the way I feel..
I´m angry at myself for not being able to be a badass, the kind of person that does not give a fuck about anyone or anything. I do care, sometimes too much, sometimes for the wrong people *insert why am I like this meme here*. It´s not right, it doesn´t feel right anyways. I´m a fool. At the same time, I wouldn´t want to be nothing else or nothing more, I am that kind of people that chases other people just because -not in an stalker way but more of a I care about you why don´t you care about me way.
This has been my week, feeling miserable because of what someone did to me, and the only reason why I care is because I always see the best in people, and once they let me down I still cannot see any further. I suck in every way possible, what can I do.
From me to you: I see you gazing.